Sad to say, I’ve been a bit lacking in my positive thinking this past week. With 6 days until Salt Lake City, I just can’t afford the negativity… but hey, it happens to all of us every now and again. I started doubting myself and what I was actually capable of accomplishing, and that took me down a very dark path.
It all began with the knee injury at Lake Sammamish. I rested a solid two weeks in hopes that my knee pain would subside, and it did, especially once we figured out what was causing it. But that left me only 3 weeks to come up to par for SLC. Now mind you… I’ve been training steady since last July, so I didn’t think a 2-week break would do any harm. That is, until I actually went on my first run after that little break…
Still, I wasn’t thinking much about it because I was actually running “gentle,” trying to baby my knee and work it in slowly. I didn’t know how my knee was going to react until that first long-run Sunday when I gave it a good stretch. It held up fine… my legs, however, were not so fine. They were feeling a touch fatigued. Okay, more than a touch… they were resisting everything in regards to running after the first mile. And I had the most horrible leg pain at night… twitching, aching… all kinds of stuff going on. One Sunday night, after laying there for 3 to 4 hours twitching and aching, I finally got up at 1 a.m. to take some ibuprofen and magnesium which I had forgotten to take earlier. My compression sleeves weren’t even helping me.
And every run thereafter was more of the same. My legs were tired and I felt as if I had never run a mile in my life. It didn’t stop me from plowing on, but it was causing me some great concern. So much so that I was even contemplating dropping back in SLC to run the 5K as opposed to the half. Jamesy and I discussed some of my concerns, and he felt for my last longish run, I should go out, slow it down just a bit, and then maybe make the decision based on how that run went.
Well, I completed that run today (6 miles). The best news is I didn’t feel an ounce of fatigue in my legs, they felt normal, and they weren’t achy. Score! That brought the spirits up tremendously! And based on that fact, I came home and announced that I would, indeed, be running the half. I’ve never been concerned about my pace or being too slow in the past, and I ain’t gonna start today!
I would also like to thank Jackie from A Cooking Pot and Twisted Tales for composing the most perfect positive motivation saying which came when I needed to hear it most. You can read it here. “Don’t let your dreams die…” Nope. I won’t.
With my little personal crisis being over, onward I go. Five more days until my normal freak-out post. In the meantime, please enjoy this little ditty for Jamesy’s Motivational Music Monday. This is Song 2 by Blur, otherwise known as the “Woo Hoo Song.” And just for future reference, when I comment with a “Woo Hoo,” this is exactly how I mean it!!
Have a great week!! See you in Salt Lake City!! Woo Hoo!!
i gotta say it first, woohoo 🙂 to racecation week and getting ready to kick it in SLC!!
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Woo hoo!! 😀
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Woo hoo! Keep going!
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Haha! Thanks Simon!!
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Let us know how it goes OK? 😃😃😃
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Thsnk you!! I will, definitely!! 😀
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I’ve never met a runner yet who says that they are ready for a race. There’s always something – a small niggle here or there, a missed training session at a vital time, even their kit can be ‘wrong’ – but somehow they always pull through… 🙂 I’m sure you will do the same, especially with all those Woo hoos to keep you going. I’m already looking forward to hearing how well it went. Enjoy !
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Thank you so much Mike!! I appreciate all your encouraging words!!
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I bet it was just those weird taper aches + the layoff. I have no doubt you’ll do just fine at SLC.
And as I’ve said, some of my best races have come when I’ve been really challenged!
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Thank you so much Judy!! I’m just so glad the aches are finally gone!! I hope this Saturday I’m able to channel your momentum!! That would be so awesome if I could do that!! 😀
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I can relate to feeling sluggish after a ‘pause’ in running – so happy you pushed through and are feeling stronger. Pace is a very personal thing – remember, you’re always faster than the person who never started!!!
Can’t wait for the race recap – Woohoo!!! 😀
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Thank you Sharon!! It’s going to be a great weekend!! And you couldn’t be more right on the pace thing! I think I do better when I just do my thing and don’t pay attention to it, hehe!
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Glad to hear your spirits are up again!! You’re going to do great in the race!!
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Thank you so much for the encouragement Marie!! You’re so right… because I will finish!! ;D
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Hi Paula, best have that jittery week before and get it over with. Just take it steady and run your own race, you’ll be fine and will be with you thought as always. Go girl!!!!🏃Jx
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Thank you Janet!! Yep, my own race, no one elses… and Jamesy has his own problems that day, hahahaha! 😀
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Exactly! Just concentrate on you. Jx
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And hopefully I’ll cross before he does, hahahaha!! 😀
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Awesome, I am excited for you guys!! You can do it! Looking forward to hearing all about SLC!!!!!!
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Thanks so much Jane!!
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Paula, you are going to do great. So pleased all those aches and pains have subsided ! Have a good one 🙂
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Thank you so much Lynne!! I really appreciate it!! 🙂
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Go on and kick some butt! And about that snake…. Ack!!
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Yay! Thank you! And I know!! That snake!! Omg!omg!omg!! I watched it slowly work its way across the path! Finally on my last lap, it was gone, hehe!
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If I see a snake my run is over and I’m searching for a new route for any future runs. You’re very brave.
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Hahaha! I hear ya! Thankfully Washington doesn’t have any dangerous snakes, so I knew it wouldn’t attack! 😀
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Woo hoo! I’d say the bum knee was a bit of a letdown, and it can be hard to get remotivated after something like that derailing your training. Buuut, things are looking good again! And you have a great race in SLC to look forward too! Hope their week goes smoothly and looking forward to reading you peerace freak out 🙂
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And the post race woo hoo!
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And oooooh yeaaaa… post race!! Woo Hoo!! 😀
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Haha, thanks Dorothea! Yeah, it was definitely hard going there for awhile and it was mostly mental, but hopefully I’m past that now and I’ll just go out and do my thang! 😀 Pre-race freakout coming up soon, lol!!
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You do your thing very well. Part one of Half-Marathon maniac is on its way!
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Hahahaha, you know it!!
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And our mental blocks can be more debilitating than the physical ones. It’s easier to treat the physical issues than the mental ones.
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I hear ya! That mental thing is way worse than an owie! I’m thankful I was able to kick it’s ass! I would’ve never been satisfied with the 5K when I know the half was where I needed to be. I’m kind of pleased that my heart was stronger than my brain!! 🙂
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Yes! It’s a victory in itself. 🙂
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Continue to listen to your body Paula and you’ll do fine!! We are all here rooting for you whether you run a full or half marathon!
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Thank you so much Tasha!! That means the world to me!!! Xoxo
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Wooo Hooo, so glad the knee is doing better and yeah!
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Thank you Lynn!! 🙂
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You really are dedicated!
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Or a masochist, lol!!! (Kidding, just kidding!!) 😀
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Well….
No your dedicated xxx
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Pleased to hear the achyness is gone! It’s amazing how a short break can take even longer to recover from. Woohoo!
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Woo hoo! Thank you!!! Yeah, I was really surprised what that break did to me, 😛
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Wonderful news Paula – now keep running! Thank you for following my blog, I will certainly take time to visit yours as well. Have a happy day! 🙂
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Thank you so much!!
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